indecisive

I feel like I am swinging wildly between extremes and can't make any decisions.
Yes or No
Black or White
Now or Never

No gray area.
Just extremes.
Like a pendulum that passes through the middle quickly to one side only to be relentlessly pulled back to the opposite never finding rest at one or the other, or even the middle.

I just don't know....I think I'll continue to walk in the middle of the road.